will they open their eyes, and realize we are one...

i'm here to talk about my most hated topic ever: LOVE!

So yesterday, I was with Aizza. Just sitting together at a 24-hour convenience store and catching up on a lot of things! Dami ko na-miss in fairness! And it was really nice to hear a lot of things that happened to her during college days; and also stuff about Kristina; learned a lot too... Thanks Aiz.

Basically, it was a talk about how love can be so inconvenient! Ika nga ni Al Gore: The Inconvenient Truth (yak, isama ba daw yun dito!). Ok, going back. I feel that love is so inconvenient especially when it is still in the process of "pagkahinog": knowing each other deeper, understanding each other, being comfortable with one another and most especially getting him/her known to your your family. Not just known, but accepted as well! Sa friends, madalas wala na problem e, they easily understand you. But sa family, especially sa parents... haynaku...

That is the inconvenience that i am pertaining to. When you are almost there, about to experience an almost perfect relationship, may technical problem na susulpot. If there is no such thing as a PERFECT relationship, how come people can't have an ALMOST PERFECT one? ALMOST! ALMOST!

Looking back I clearly see
What it is that's killing me
Through the eyes of one I know
I see a vision once let go
I had it all

Constantly it burdens me
Hard to trust and can't believe
Lost the faith and lost the love
When the day is done

Will they open their eyes
And realize we are one
On and on we stand alone
Until our day has come
When they open their eyes
And realize we are one

I love the way I feel today
But how I know the sun will fade
Darker days seem to be
What will always live in me
But still I run

It's hard to walk this path alone
Hard to know which way to go
Will I ever save this day
Will it ever change

Will they open their eyes
And realize we are one

Still today we carry on
I know our day will come
When they open their eyes
And realize we are one

Open Your Eyes by Alter Bridge

I know him very well, he knows so much about me. We are comfortable with each other that's why we understand each other in all our undertakings. But it really hurts when my own family tells me "Makakahanap ka pa ng iba!". I never want the day to come when I will give in to the idea na "makakahanap ka pa ng iba!". I am compliant, but not to such things. I love what i feel right now. He feels the same way for me. How about them? Are they just going to mock me for liking/loving someone like him? Will they do nothing to make me feel that somehow, they are happy for me? Are they going to disown me? Or will they open their eyes, and realize we are one?


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